To thine own self be true

The laughing on my part is done out of freedom. Freedom to just be. I don't have to play any of the mind games that us imperfect humans feel is necessary to belong to....????...what?

When it is important to you that you conform in order to "belong", you will forever be unhappy. Nothing feels right when you sacrifice your peace to ensure others have theirs. That is not the way it works, at least that is not the way your soul knows that it works.

Your soul was given life when you were given life. It's that "whisper" you have when you are grappling with right/wrong good/bad decision making. You are also equipped with an ego which roars when you are grappling with right/wrong good/bad decision making.

Your soul's connection is to God, Creator, Universe, Higher Power. Your ego's connection is to the imperfect dribble of information you have absorbed throughout your lifetime. Which of these do you think has the most power?

The only way to know the real truth is to recognize your soul and recognize your ego. Your soul is you, and your ego is everyone and everything that has attached to you. If you choose soul, you choose peace. If you choose ego, you welcome chaos. Unfortunately, most choose ego/chaos over peace.

It is impossible to have soul and ego at the same time. Either you want peace or you want chaos. 

The next time you are feeling like the odd person out, ask yourself if it's because you have chosen to be answerable to God, Creator, Universe, Higher Power, or if you have chosen to be answerable to other imperfect beings? Discerning carefully on this will determine why you are laughing. <3