I DO trust God

I DO trust God...it's egos that I distrust. Quite a revelating moment to understand that God doesn't need your protection from the distrust of Him by egos! Sounds complicated, but its not really.

The reason many imperfect beings have a hard time believing in God is because other like minded egos have taught them not to. By egos, I mean other imperfect humans. 

Because we are imperfect beings we are easily swayed by other imperfect beings. Then we get disappointed because our ego's expectations are not realized. This cycle happens continuously throughout our life. Eventually we become distrustful of other egos even though we really really want to trust again! The really sad part is that we use that same distrust to drowned out our soul's whisper.  

We have a brain. We have a heart. We have an ego. We have a soul. Each play an important part on your journey to having your relationship with God. Our brain stores data. Our heart stores feelings. Our ego roars its infinite understanding. Our soul whispers its infinite understanding.

When we don't take the time to hear the soul's whisper, we won't know God's intention for us, and because of that we are forced to listen to the roar of the ego's expectation of God. The ego insists that God prove His worth time and again no matter how many times God actually shows His worth time and again. Ego says...that's not good enough, show me this now, and God will and the ego will insist on more proof. And on goes the madness.

The startling thing to realize in all of this is that your soul (you) are the observer of the ego (mind). You have the ability to override the ego's roar anytime you want and listen to the whisper instead. When you have this aha moment, the ego will rebel. It will throw everything it knows at you so that you will continue to listen to it. The agony of the ego's slow death makes us want to give up and go back to the familiar. If you don't give up, stepping into your soul will open a world to you that cannot be explained by mere words.

Here's the deal...God doesn't disappoint. Our ego disappoints. God doesn't need your assistance to protect you from yours, or anyone else's ego, He needs you to do the work on yourself to find your whispering soul. This can only be done when you realize that your soul (you) are the observer of your mind (ego). Your soul (you) can than only trust God, because your soul is God. You are God. And because God can do anything, You (soul) can accomplish anything with pure intentions. <3