Freedom

You would of had the ideal upbringing if you felt this kind of freedom early on in life. It would have taken some pretty strong people to be able to give you the emotional support that is required to understand the deeper side of yourself. 

I would have to say though that the vast majority of us were raised by people who were broken in some capacity and unconsciously passed that along to us. Not saying it was right, just that it's a reality felt by most.

The question becomes, at what point do you take responsibility and accountability for your life? 

For me, the shift occurred when I realized that we are all imperfect beings grappling with what other imperfect beings gave us to grapple with. It was in that moment that I knew I had to assume "control" over my life. Not at all an easy process.

Firstly, I had to learn what I can control and what I can't control. THAT was gruelling! 
Secondly, I had to learn to trust what I can control and what I can't control.
Thirdly, I had to live my life with pure intentions to avoid karma's backlash.
Fourthly, I had to get ready to fulfill my life's purpose and all that comes with doing so.
Finally, I got freedom because I realized that finding my soul is the only thing that mattered this whole time. 

I wish you nothing but love and peace as you embark on your own soul searching journey. You will not regret taking on the task, I promise. <3